Radio Tower Lights

I'd satellite my dreams

Onto all the world's big screens

And you would surely see

Just what it is you mean to me



I couldn't tell you what I'm missing out on

I couldn't tell you what's choking me

I couldn't tell you what's boiling under the surface

I couldn't tell you anything



This is killing me more

Than it should have ever been and

I'm afraid to say that

There's nothing worthy at stake



It's disappointment on all horizons

And now there's no escape

There's deep bereavement

From the days we spent dancing in our graves



And I'll still wait for you to come back to shore

Drifting in your sweet frustrations

I'm disillusioned and bear contusions

From all your games of pain



Broadcast me something quietly

Hold out the hope that I'll be listening



I'm sorry silently I'm doing this again

And I'm going to end this transmission with static



I'm sorry silently it's happening again

I'm under too much confliction to stand it



Lie about it it'll be alright

Yeah lie about it it'll be just fine

Hey lie about it and I'll lie about you

And we'll just dig ourselves another hole to sleep in



You and I are just out of hand and just out of my reach

And up here tonight there's nothing that I cannot see



She can try to keep me,

Yeah, she can try to keep me

Happier than the idea of being with you

Oh how she can keep me

How she can tease me

And I can't help but try to stay away



Oh she can't keep me

'Cause I won't let her hold on

I'm happier with an idea

Than the real thing

Oh I can tease her 'cause it's easier

But I can't sleep on a bed of nails



And I'll wake up cold and tell myself

That none of this could be happening

Without something giving on both sides

Could you call it a push, a push to a stride

Til I break out into a run and come crashing back into you

'Cause she's no you



You are a centerpiece, you are my melody

You are the light that shines me back to shore

You are the air I breathe, you are my secrecy

My heart, my soul, enraptured pure.



End this communication

End this bitter blood transmission

End this resuscitation attempt



End this crippling feeling

End this unrelenting nightmare

End this before I can't take anymore



I won't say a word

And we'll drift to sleep in silence

Dare I grieve

For a a memory, a moment of brevity



We lie in the eye of a hurricane

'Cause I lied when I said I was over you