Inner Thoughts (Vulnerability)

I'm afraid, yeah
I'm afraid to fall in love again
Why keep on tryin' just to say goodbye for no reply this time
I'm afraid, yeah
I'm afraid to fall in love again
Hurts to bad when you can't take back all the things we had this time
I'm afraid, yeah (Yeah)
I'm afraid you'll fall in love again, yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm afraid, yeah (Yeah)
I'm afraid you'll fall in love again, yeah, yeah, yeah

I feel like death is closer every note
Every letter that I'm penning down is getting close (Hmm)
I got cash, but how my breddas always getting ghosts?
I'm Kevin Owens when I'm bouncing back against the ropеs (Hm-mm-mm-mm)
Left hit, double jab, big spliff, not a bag
3-6-5, all the timе, I got silly smokes (Hmmm)
6-1-9, call your wife, Rey Mysterio
Get rich, ride, run the vibes, see the dealer go Al Gore (Hmm)
I swear this shit is serial
Medical certificates, and scratching off the serial (Hm-mm-mm-mm)
Keep it vax sealed, and then resealable
This ain't just some lyrics, matter fact this shit's believable
Should show em' out, now I got [?]
I got papers, I got haters watching what I say
My actions always louder in a stronger way
And money's talking louder on the nights I saw the longer days (Hmm)

Mary Jane, Mary Jane
Thank God, heal the pain
Every night, every day
Every stage, every show
I get paid, every plate
I'm afraid, yeah
I'm afraid to fall in love again, yeah, yeah, yeah (Hmm)

Three whips when I park the garage
All you rappers wish you were me, but that's half your facade
Smelling good, bottled up in my park of a barn
One million sprays, and one million in targets to restart (Hmm)
I got presence in the presents that I cherished
But presents that I presented in present, but you never did (Never did)
I just smiled, and provide, but you fine so it's biased
Say goodbye, Imma slide
Imma let you leave like mm-mm
I'm lifted off the ranker ship
Bank is big, do it like my dad, I give him thanks for this (Hmm)
Now there's women in my kitchen doin' dishes that don't even speaking English
But Egyptian with a Spanish mix, I fucked them twice, yeah hahahaha
You left me 'lone, say goodbye, now I'm feelin' like a fuck for life (Hmm, fuck for life)
And now I wanna fuckin' cry (Fuckin' cry, hm-mm-mm-mm)

I'm afraid, yeah
I'm afraid we'll fall in love again
It was you and I, not a ending is in sight
I'm afraid, yeah
I'm afraid I'll never love again
Cause if you're not mine, then I'll say goodbye
For the final time tonight