Alone in sickness

Why can't you trust me?
Why is it so easy
To judge bout what I feel
[to see upon my head?]
to talk about my dead
[this is sick but also sad]

don't trust anyone
don't see the cloud upon
don't feel anything else
[than me, than pain]
than nothing again
[than nothing again]

chorus:
cry alone in sickness
[cry, scream, shout]
left all alone in sickness
[blind, numb, proud]
hating your own sickness
[alone in sickness]
alone in sickness
[alone in sickness]
cry, hate, fear

there?s blinding light that you can't see
your mind flees in insanity
nothing else left to live
[nothing that they or you could give]
wake up, break up
[shake and fuck up]

there?s nothing that could make you stay
nothing that could make you trust
they brake you, you can never forgive
hate the ones that make ya getting lost

chorus

left all alone
after they betray you
everything?s gone
after they forfeit you