Repeat The Ending

Left alone with shadows,
This is when he smiles.
Just as I get started,
He repeats the ending,
Sucking in his breath
As he holds me down.
It occurs to me to pray.
And I'm always ending.
Yeah I'm always ending.

What could I do? What could I do?
What could I do? What could I do?
Man sized boy -

Punish me with all his jokes,
And I've got no smokes to spare,
And I've got no room to breathe.
And I've got no patience.
Tapping on my chest to see
If I act scared or light or leave -
And then if I let him tap again,
I will always be here -
Be all blasted open.

What could I do? What could I do?
What could I do? What could I do?
Man sized boy -
I'm all blasted open.

I've got hope for all the messes
Who are cold and blasted open.
I got told, and I believe it,
To repeat the ending.
Left alone with shadows,
This is when he smiles.
Just when I got started,
He repeats the ending.
I repeat the ending.