Chemtrails

I'm always saying yes, but when it comes around
I don't wanna leave my house
At the time, everything felt new
And one night could really change you

Someone like me can't let go of anything, moments move like chemtrails in my mind
Now I want more, thinking I deserve less, maybe I'll be happier this time

The warmth of everything, I waited and it came
We'll be good, or at least, we should
What morе can we really ask for?

Someonе like me can't let go of anything, moments move like chemtrails in my mind
Now I want more, thinking I deserve less, apathy is difficult to hide

I'm not used to feeling what I choose to, hanging on to words you might've said
Now I'm weightless like I've been erased, I'm painting us a picture in my head