Who I Want To Be

I should probably go to sleep, but I'm counting up regrets
And all the times you should've left
Honestly, I can't believe you stayed with me when you did
You deserve the best and

I know I've been careless with your love
And your time and your patience, but your grace is
The one thing that kept me from giving up every time
Baby, you're the reason why

I'm battling my demons, running to the light
I'm tasting my own medicine, I'm swallowing my pride
The moments I was weakest ain't how I'll be defined
I'm trying to be a better man, it's taking me some time
But I'm on my way
Trying to close the space between who I am today
And who I, who I wanna be

Started leaning on my faith 'stead of leaning on the bottle
I'm drowning in the sorrow
Started owning my mistakes 'stead of living in denial
Always waiting for tomorrow

I know I've been careless with your love
You can trust I'm changing it for us

I'm battling my demons, running to the light
I'm tasting my own medicine, I'm swallowing my pride
The moments I was weakest ain't how I'll be defined
I'm trying to be a better man, it's taking me some time
But I'm on my way
Trying to close the space between who I am today
And who I, who I wanna be

Battling my demons, running to the light
I'm tasting my own medicine, I'm swallowing my pride (I'm swallowing my pride)
The moments I was weakest ain't how I'll be defined (No)
I'm trying to be a better man, it's taking me some time (It's taking some time)
But I'm on my way
Trying to close the space between who I am today
And who I, who I wanna be