This Year

I could be your hero
But I can't get out of bed
There's too much in my head
I could be more faithful
But I fail at that [?]
Till I run around in sin

I wanna be good to myself
Love harder, breathe more, drink less
I wanna be seen at my best
Sleep more, be nice or lie less
All I need is 21 days and I'm fine
January 1, I'ma still need more time
Every single year, yeah, it never fails, I try
But maybe I don't ever wanna put down this life

I can be your best friend
But I can't pick up my phone
Let it ring 'cause no one's home
I'm always drudging into grading
I should stop all that, I'm sure
But I'm just too insecure

I wanna be good to myself
Love harder, breathe more, drink less
I wanna be seen at my best
Sleep more, be nice or lie less
All I need is 21 days and I'm fine
January 1, I'ma still need more time
Every single year, yeah, it never fails, I try
But maybe I don't ever wanna put down this life

All I need is 21 days and I'm fine
January 1, I'ma still need more time
Every single year, yeah, it never fails, I try
But maybe I don't ever wanna put down this life