I Ate Eight

There are spiders everywhere but I am not scared!
There's no blood left in me to drink
They do not want me, they cannot use me, there's nothing left of me to eat

They hook their webs all over my things
That's alright, I don't use them anyway
I swear they're everywhere, but I swear that I'm not scared because
Their venom can't do anything to me

I've been drinking poison for a while now
I mix it in with my smoothies
It's a taste that I've acquired
i don't know why we don't wanna be free

I am not looking for another lover
I only want my old one back
I know I would just ruin some other
With a heart this black! With a heart this black!

I'm doing okay, I'm doing alright
I'm getting used to being alone
I'm starting to get to sleep at night but
My dreams are filled of wicked things more poisonous than any spider's fangs
These webs are too hard for me to break, so I'll wait, I'll wait for something to come and eat me someday