Sirens

So I'm leaving your city
while he sleeps in your bed
if only I had know that I would
never come back
I would have kissed you one last time
you sill owe me your goodbye

You left them get as close
as the possibly could
while you keep me as distant
as a sister should
don't you tell me its a joke

I took a chance and did
what I always do best
I cared about myself
and forgot all the rest
that what I get for being selfish

But it was not enough
you said theres nothing to fear
but it is not enough
as long as i'm here

Lost a bet with the devil
and one of my friends
but neither of them ever
had a helping hand
don't you take advice ever again

Living with the wolves
Taught her to be rough
so whatever I was
it was never enough
hate to say I told you so before

You ran down the ocean
by the call of the sirens
but as you got there
there was nothing
but the coldness of silence