Winter Ghost

took a vacation
cause compromise is fleeting,
it's been killing me.
i cannot let down
my friends or my family,
or my enemies.

i was as cold as a winter ghost,
needing perfection in my soul.

forgiving; misleading
why is this the way you treat me?
i cursed you and mocked your name.
for me your heart is bleeding.

made the decision
to break the empty habits.
take them all from me.
i have been lazy,
and making up excuses
for my apathy.

forgiving and leaving.
why is this the way you treat me?
i cursed your face and mocked your name,
i see your side is bleeding.
the crying, and weeping,
you there on a hillside hanging.
my sins (are) death,
your death makes free.
i need you lord, forgive me..

for me your heart bleeds.
you bleed.