The Monster & The Muse

Do you really believe that somebody can make you happy or do you believe in happiness within yourself?
I think
Ya
I think, if like, you really love somebody you try and give them their own dependence
And a lot of times, people don't
Because they're trying to control them or whatever
If someone depends on you then, you don't even have to really love mе
If someone's indepеndent and they still love me, then that's what I feel like
If someone needs you, you don't really know if that's real
Do you believe (Um), love at first sight?
No
You don't?
I believe in lust at first sight
My definition of love is, true understanding
You can't understand someone, I don't care how good they look
Loving them takes time
Don't you believe in love at first sight?
No
What about friends? Do you only keep a small circle of friends?
I did make a lot of friends for a long time
As I got older, I'm not by any means great at this, but I'm trying to work at this
Like just be more vulnerable
That's one thing I struggle with sometimes
And like now, last year I just, like having friends, I think helps that
It's a constant battle for me
That's something I got to get better at
If I'm gonna have kids