Dear Therapist

I lied to you again
Only telling half-truths
In such a spectacularly, mesmerizing fashion
But you can barely keep up
I lied to you again
I used every trick in my life I earthed, playbook
To charm and enchant you away from the darker edges of my beautiful truth
I lied to you again
This dance gives me some sort of temporary satisfaction
But does not bring me closer to my ever ever escaping, happiness
(To my ever ever escaping, happiness)