Why Does It

You know it hurts deep down cuz I know you not around.
I'm sitting here bumping my r&b sounds.
Cause your not right here.
Its still not clear.
And every single word that I say is sincere.
Cause I miss you ma.
Yeah I really mean that.
It hurts for a fact I just hope you come back.
keep our bond intact.
And remember the beginning you don't gotta leave just to give you my opinion.
Cause I'll be there for you.
I swear I'll stay loyal.
When worst comes the worst.
Amma hold you down for you.
Cause I don't gotta lie.
Even though I got pride to me.
We can confide together.
We go inside.
Buh if you wanna argue and fuss all night.
Fuck it I guess amma be alright.
Cuz I aint gonna cry or waste my time.
And even when your gone I promise that amma be fine.
There's a thin line between love and hate.
I've come to understand that its just too late.

[chorus]
Why does it.
Why does it hurt so bad.
Why does it hurt so bad.
Now that your leaving me I should be glad.
I know I should be glad.
I just don't know wat it is that I'm going to do.
Tell me wat I am going to do.
All that I know is that I'll be missing you.
Youuuuu.

I guess its over now.
Why I'd took all that i can take.
All the fighting and fussing.
I just need to escape.
All the cussing and face making.
Rolling your eyes at me.
Never tell me the truth always throwing your lies at me.
Damn it what do I do to face this situation.
Every time I open up it was another confutation.
We'd even took it to far.
It had to end this way.
And now that your gone I really taught I'd be okay.
Buh I aint.
I try to move on buh I cant.
Every girl I talk too.
Cant seem to take your place.
You left a den in my heart.
I'm feeling lost and alone.
I fight the urge everyday wanting to pick up the phone.
Buh its not the same.
I know things wont change.
All the memories of us you'd threw in the flames.
I cant help to think.
Were you meant for me?
All the shit we've been through.
Did they mean anything?
I really miss you girl.
I cant take this shit.
From the jumping and we constructing to fall to relationship.

[chorus]
Why does it.
Why does it hurt so bad.
Why does it hurt so bad.
Now that your leaving me I should be glad.
I know I should be glad.
I just don't know wat it is that I'm going to do.
Tell me wat I am going to do.
All that I know is that I'll be missing you.
Youuuuu.

See when I think of you.
I think of trouble.
And cold part is ma that I still love you.
You was there for all my pain and struggles.
Even when I left my job for full time hustle.
We would argue fight and fuss and scream.
And you would say some things that you wouldn't mean.
And I would leave come back.
The house was clean.
Cause you'd pack and left took all your things
And now I'm sitting here like all confused.
Because part of me is missing you.
And a part of me is black in blue.
Because I'm knowing that I'm through with you.
but now its over its done i'm straight i'm cool.
Buh I knowing that I'll be missing you.
When I know right now I should be glad.
Tell me why does it hurt so bad.

[chorus]
Why does it.
Why does it hurt so bad.
Why does it hurt so bad.
Now that your leaving me I should be glad.
I know I should be glad.
I just don't know wat it is that I'm going to do.
Tell me wat I am going to do.
All that I know is that I'll be missing you.
Youuuuu.

This pain is killing me.
Now you tell me what its going to be.
With no is seventeen there goes the possibilities.
All our love and our trust.
The memories that I cluch.
I wouldn't write this if I felt it was lust.
don't you trust me?
Didn't you say you'll always love me?
You made the promises to put nobody above me.
Or was your words just a lie.
It kept me right by your side.
You see the pain through the hurt of my eyes.
There is no need to bother.
With all the fighting I get better drama.
I walk away and you say that I'm stuck with my stupid sonna.
Some how you call me right back.
Sometimes I feel like I'm trapped.
If this was faith there would be no need for that.
Nothing more to say.
I wouldn't have any other way.
If your choice is to leave I wouldn't want you to stay.
I guess that's that.
I probably miss the last.
And reminisce in the past.
Buh why.

[chorus]
Why does it.
Why does it hurt so bad.
Why does it hurt so bad.
Now that your leaving me I should be glad.
I know I should be glad.
I just don't know wat it is that I'm going to do.
Tell me wat I am going to do.
All that I know is that I'll be missing you.
Youuuuu.

Why does it.
Why does it hurt so bad.
Why does it hurt so bad.
Now that your leaving me I should be glad.
I know I should be glad.
I just don't know wat it is that I'm going to do.
Tell me wat I am going to do.
All that I know is that I'll be missing you.
Youuuuu.

Why does it.
Why does it hurt so bad.
Why does it hurt so bad.
Now that your leaving me I should be glad.
I know I should be glad.
I just don't know wat it is that I'm going to do.
Tell me wat I am going to do.
All that I know is that I'll be missing you.
Youuuuu.

Why does it hurt so bad.
I know I should be glad.
Wat I'm going to do