Running Blind

I took the train back to see the South. I can't pretend I'm not concerned with the way words fall out my mouth. I'm just waiting on a verse. Things seem so damn far from reach. When you're living out a dream. We try to live beyond our means. While we're tearing at the seams. They say I'm down to nothing. I tell them come what here may. To me, it feels like something, My hearts' been on display. I've been running blind. Am I everything I'm supposed to be? I've spent so much time taking advantage of what's in front of me. I feel so broken and jaded, I miss the life that I traded. So belligerent, swelling up with indifference. Skimming the pages, I never followed in their footsteps. Glued to this ladder, I can't fucking climb up. And I know I'm hard on myself, but I feel like I deserve it. And I know it's bad for my health, I just thought that it might be worth it. They say I'm down to nothing. I tell them come what here may. To me, it feels like something. My hearts been on display. I've been running blind. Am I everything I'm supposed to be? I've spent so much time taking advantage of what's in front of me. I feel so broken and jaded, I miss the life that I traded. This path that I tread upon is my own paragon. The struggles that I stumble on, are full blown. I'll carry on. I've been running blind. Am I everything I'm supposed to be? I've spent so much time taking advantage of what's in front of me. I feel so broken and jaded. I miss the life that I traded.