Big Nobody

i cant get anything the way i want it
this place is a face & im a scar upon it
you're the ring on the finger that i cant stop kissin
im the one thats always screamin but u just wont...

nothin i do for you seems to be good enough
what do u want from me blood, well let me fill u up
u never give your attention, affection has to be earned
i soak myself in gasoline so u can watch me burn

a cold wind enters your room, a warm breath in your ear
but you dont believe the spirit that u dont fear
the ghost of your lonely nights that was never here
u turn on the lights & i just disappear

i am just a little nobody but i'm gonna be a big nobody some day

i cant believe that u would be so cruel
to a heart beating only to be your fool
u take my confidence & cut it in half
i guess the jokes i told u didnt make u laugh
at the kind words i spoke that always fall unheeded
i hear ya so clearly when u say im unneeded
i should know not to mess with u while u were feeding
its alright im all in red because im only bleeding

i am just a little nobody but i'm gonna be a big nobody some day

i cant get anything the way i want it
this place is a face & im a scar upon it
you're the ring on the finger that i cant stop kissin
im the one thats always screamin but u just wont listen
i got somethin to prove upon the edge of the knife
ive got nothin to lose, nothins worth less than my life
right in front of u dyin but u just dont care
its no wonder u dont see me cos im just not there