Neither Seen Nor Heard

From the weight of my walk I sense some senseless thoughts. Weighing down my arms, legs, and head. Oh so heavy, heavy me heading towards the ground. Oh so empty, empty me as light as a feather. Why do I carry such a burden on my back? How could it not have cracked by now? I'm feeling flat and deflated, because i am only filled with flaws. I cant stand up to myself. and I cant stand up for myself. I just cant stand myself. Even though I am dying to be different, I am simply just the same. Why cant I just float away? Everything is heavy.