The Beginning Of The End

there's a fiction in that look in your eyes
when being yourself is your biggest disguise
there's a sadness in your smile i've seen a million times before
and so it starts . . . the beginning of the end
your love's already gone but you're still here
i'm giving you smile just to stop all of these tears
when it's all said and done i'll have a million things to say
but you'll be gone . . . the beginning of the end
i'm alright, i'm ok, i'll get over you someday
so many memories of a love that wasn't ordinary
i gave you everything you wanted more
you'll try to get ahead just to even up the score
always and forever was never meant for me and you
and so it ends . . . as soon as it begins