Heaven And Drugstore Chocolates

From my bed I feel that heaven has a ceiling
I dreamt of what I could've done yesterday
The window brings a pale light into my apartment
Now the shadows of my loneliness reappear

When I'm out the door I can't recall the visions
I just search drugstores for chocolates my love wants
Do you notice the sun making cracks on the pavement?
A testament to the weight the morning brings

My eyes are stained with your stamp of approval
So now distance is just a word to me
I'll drive somewhere the no one's gone to before
But eventually I'll return to your door

And I've drowned the ashes of my heart in the ocean
I was amazed at how quickly each grain sank
Now the red lights go off all around my transport
The buildings and flowers are against me