Masochistic

If my heart stops tonight
Please take my body home
Lay by my side and kiss me like nothing's wrong
Cos you light the fuse and wait for me to explode
I wanna but I won't let go

I told you I hate you
You said I'm beautiful
I said that I love you
Funny that's when you go
Here we go again you callin me your ex
I'm in your bed I never left it
Screaming this is the end but it's just the start

Cos I wanna but I just can't stop
Now we're getting to my favourite part
Sleep better with a broken heart
[?] get fucked up
So what?
It's a little masochistic

I messed up just to feel alive
Kinda hate it up I love the [?]
I'm fucked up
I'm just a (a little masochistic)

We broke it up
So I'm moved into your place
Pulling me close to tell me you need your space
It's just another game that we like to play
Buk ok

Here we go again you callin me your ex
I'm in your bed I never left it
Screaming this is the end but it's just the start

Cos I wanna but I just can't stop
Now we're getting to my favourite part
Sleep better with a broken heart
[?] get fucked up
So what?
It's a little masochistic

I messed up just to feel alive
Kinda hate it up I love the [?]
I'm fucked up
I'm just a (a little masochistic)
A little masochistic

We're going away
Starting again
Only to say it's over
I begged you to stay
Then push you away
Only to pull you closer
I'm drunk on the pain
But guess I'm afraid
To get sober
But I'm hoping we could fix it
With just a kiss upon your lipstick

Cos I wanna but I just can't stop
Now we're getting to my favourite part
Sleep better with a broken heart
[?] get fucked up
So what?
It's a little masochistic

I messed up just to feel alive
Kinda hate it up I love the [?]
I'm fucked up
I'm just
I'm a little masochistic