Rest In Peace

I wish I knew how it feels to be one with you again
I wish I could break through these chains that are holding me
I had to learn on my own
and now I know my life will never be the same
for the whole wide world to hear....
I scream out all my pain & fear...
all my pain & fear
for the whole wide world to hear
the pain suffered, the agony I had to feel
all my pain & fear
I try to scrape away the trust,but I only spread a disease
so many pages still to write
In the book that is my life
I had to learn on my own
no I know
my life will never be the same