Divergent Boundaries

Are you the birthday girl?
and do you get everything for free?
Did you ever think that you didn't have to work just like the rest of us do?
I don't care that you've been looking around.
You'll figure out your steps when you hit the ground.
It's just that you and I have been growing further apart
and there's nothing there to fill the hole.
If I thought I could trust you to walk right out the door,
I'd tell you the truth.
Did I always talk to myself more than I ever talked to you?
And did I always act like the suffering bastard I never was?