Put Me Back Together

it was premeditated, both my legs came off
they wouldn't stop kicking, I hung upon a cross
it runs in the family, I acted on a whim
I left the engine running, I didn't feel a thing

I had an addiction, I tried to stop a fight
I had a son or daughter, I was ill alright
I was in police-custody, lightning came my way
I jumped, I slipped, I fell

it was really nothing, I coughed a little blood
I tried to save my baby, I met an angry dog
I was under water, I skated on thin ice
I was only seven, and I got knifed

I angered everybody, I starved in every way
they called and said they'd visit, but no one ever came
we were sure it wasn't loaded, I couldn't reach the phone
my heart was exhausted, I saw the sky explode

I tried to fix the tv, it was a hit and run
my boyfriend beat me, I felt myself go numb
the guilt became unbearable, I didn't say goodbye
the building was on fire, I was asleep inside

I carried a virus, I collapsed at work
I wasn't cured from cancer, she said it wouldn't hurt
we were in the forest, I laughed a lot that day
I was with my loved ones, I slowly bled away

we were on a class trip, snow! we yelled and ran
nothing too eccentric, I never saw the ban
I was really really old, I didn't hear that train
the last I felt was rain