I Haven't

silent night and I'm in it once more
I haven't been for ages and it snows
this need that's manifested in my life
makes me neglect it

this is the last one
how many times haven't I tried to pull that one
I haven't cried in a long time
I haven't
I haven't
I haven't
I haven't

still night doing the best that I can
to amplify what's been diminished
coat's on something to keep me warm
heaven knows I've gone out