I Am In The Way

I called you up at 5:am
but you had no ear
to lend and told me to go to hell
I am thankful for that now
I have to shut down my heart
I am in its way

kind of expired
kind of tired

I wrote you a letter
begging for a chance but I
was afraid to go out
and couldn't mail it
I am thankful for that now
I have to let go of hope
I am in its way

I am in the way
no one can tear me down
no one walks before I walk
so no one walks at all