Capable

with a high tolerance
for sad events
you were the one
I used to hurt someone else
I'm the bystander
the untrustworthy hand
now you see me
in everything you can't stand

how many times
must I repeat this:
I am capable
capable to love, I am
capable to give and to receive
I am capable
capable, I'm capable
I'm capable to love I am
capable of cruelty but I try
not to be cruel

a decade so lonely
only deathwishes grew
if you think it's a joke
or worse a lie then fuck you
guess that I needed
to say it out loud
that's how it was
the wrong language and time

I want to be held
and to hold back now
I am capable to love
capable to love, I am
capable to give and to receive
capable
capable, I'm capable
capable to love, I am
capable of cruelty but I try
not to be cruel

you can't take my dreams I repeat:
I am capable of love
capable to love I am
capable to give and to receive
I'm capable
capable, I'm capable
capable to love I am
capable of cruelty but I try
not to be cruel
i am capable of love
capable of love I am
capable to give and to receive
I'm capable
capable, I'm capable
capable to love I am
capable to give and to receive I am