Bad On The Halo

mobile sky watch me whistling supine
on the bank of the river
had a strange dream:
too much to carry around
I stood beside myself
where giving up seems like a good idea
I stood beside myself
but I've forgotten where

no hellos hang up in this air, that's OK
and a well-known monologue blows
through the clothes that I wear
all the things I could have loved whines monotone
everything I almost loved shines monochrome

stupid time watch me supine
had a bad dream:
leaves tied summers to the ground
all the wrong ones were smiling
stood outside my door heard footsteps
slow and mean across the floor
no I don't want to confront my home
everything's on loan
too close to what I've done wrong

every hour's part of a well-known monologue
that devours everything I could have loved
everything I could have loved shines monotone
even the apathy's on loan, shines monochrome