This Much

I hear your laugh
(it kills me)
i hear it floating
down the stairs, into my ears
i never though it would

you were so far
(i followed)
you never knew
how much i used to look up to you
i thought you were so good

leave me here
i never liked you enough
to let you hurt me this much

look, can't you see
(my silence)
look, can't you see
how much i hate you
how i blame you
i don't care what you say

now that i know
(the reason)
i only know
it doesn't save you from my anger
you took what i need away