You Know I Will

She confesses, I listen
I pretend to be attentive with the tension
Take the words from your mouth
I hear a sound but only moaning comes out
She says it's just this one time, it's not the tenth time
I know there's someone waiting for you all night
But I'm not perfect and you're not finished
I'll be your mister, you can always be my mistress
I mix my vices with vice
It makes the devil on my shoulder seem nice
She's playing princess, no lie
I won't stop her, you can save it, I tried

I keep begging to talk, you keep begging for some
You know I will, you know I will
She keeps on living a lie cause you ain't doing it right
You know I will, you know I will
I'm just a lover, her favourite colour
Makes me want to wink, but I'm not the one
I keep begging to talk, it picks you up when we're done
You know I will, you know I will

Another Xanax, I'm stumbling
Another Rosé
But I had to with a tourniquet
When her friend's here and she's watching
So she begs me for that one thing
I feel the temperature rise
And she's hating and she's loving the ride
Heat up every position we tried
She gives it twice because I'm such a nice guy

I keep begging to talk, you keep begging for some
You know I will, you know I will
She keeps on living a lie cause you ain't doing it right
You know I will, you know I will
I'm just a lover, her favourite colour
Makes me want to wink, but I'm not the one
I keep begging to talk, it picks you up when we're done
You know I will, you know I will

Fine breaks, it's time
And always waiting outside
Then it comes to an end and I see you again
If you want it, yeah you want it
Girl I know you think this is love
It's obvious you can't get enough
When the drugs wear off, then we're both undone
It's the best night of your life, we won't tell anyone
I know you think this is love
And I know you can't get enough

I keep begging to talk, you keep begging for some
You know I will, you know I will
She keeps on living a lie cause you ain't doing it right
You know I will, you know I will
I'm just a lover, her favourite colour
Makes me want to wink, but I'm not the one
I keep begging to talk, it picks you up when we're done
You know I will, you know I will

[?] take you back to the crib
The reaction I get when you trip on the fact that we actually here
We ain't letting nothing from the past or the present interfere
Your man have your back, shit he'd be right here, but he's not
Anytime he around you be looking at the clock
I hate to put you on the spot
But you be telling me he dead to me, I'm doing what he not
I know you feeling like it's better than it ever was
When yu be telling me to tear it up
And everything you ever heard about a real motherfucker laying it down was everything they said it was
We goin' do it like we 'sposed to
He don't do it like he want you
We gon' do everything you want to
Sick of all the drama that you've been through
I don't understand it why you putting up with old dude
I can tell it's getting a little confusing when I hold you
You be telling me don't nobody know you the way I know you
Problem is I got a lady at home too
I know the role I play so what you goin' do?

As soon as stuff ended
When I've gotta look myself in the mirror
While pretending that I do what I promised
Some things stay private
You assume all night
I can't change my name and you can't change your eyelids
Can't see the truth, [?] I can't fix you
We fucked each other up trying to face it but didn't have a clue
For the first time, I'm finally ready to say
For the first time, the past can rest in pain