Little Problem

i dont know what im doing here i dont know what ive done im going wrong again it never ends am i the only one i dont belong and i never did fit in with anything outside im standing here in silence but inside i run screaming ive got a little problem theres something telling me to run away but not be afraid of unwanted memories ive got a little problem although its hard to see i cant deny what i feel inside and inside i am hurting from empty promises and broken hopes to many loses and i cope i look around but i cant seem to find antyhing to help change my mind do i want to live you ask or do i want to die a little bit a each i guess is my only reply as i try to hide in my face running from everything i wear a smile in the right place to get you on your way