Helpless

I feel so crushed, I suffocate
Inside my own existence;
'Cause I feel really torn: my head refuses all my signs,
Like killers without Valium.

They sold me without fear,
They tried to focus all my scenes.
I fell inside the darkness.
And when I saw it there
My only pains made me so fool.
Into these pictures I see...

I lost control, I didn't know I had a gun in my hand.
It made me see your future, better words are for illusions....

“In all my dreams, before my helpless sight,
He plunges at me, guttering, choking, drowning.”