Volcanoes

Against the ocean I pressed myself
Waiting for an answer to be named
In holy saltwater, tears and sweat
Am I supposed to live again

And ducking under
I catch my breath

Haul out the rot
Open the floodgates
All volcanoes erupt
Someday
And I guess it was just my turn
To bust

IN this moment I ask myself
Have I ever been denied
Was I suddenly cast away
No no, there were blessings sent
Although they came a thousand times disguised

I’m looking out where the world ends

Haul out the rot
Open the floodgates
All volcanoes erupt
Someday
And I guess it was just my turn

But

It’s been a long time on
And still I am not healed
I am not redeemed

Haul out the rot
Open the floodgates
All volcanoes erupt
Someday