I Swear...

I swear on every single word you say

This hurts like nothing that I've ever felt before

But I won't take this anymore

I swear that every time you look at me is like a dagger

Straight in and through my heart

Now watch my world fall apart



But I won't take this for very much longer

Because what I thought made me weak makes me stronger

So when you run to him,

Just know that what he wants is more than I ever asked or gave



I swear that every time another leaves

I could scream my throat out to the sky

And never get an answer why

I swear that every single word I say is cursed upon curses

To drive me to my cell

Now welcome to my living hell



You said that you loved me with all that was your heart

Then you killed me; you forgot to mention that part

Everything that you say resonates with this pain

While everything I say is just so inane