After All

After all of the time spent,
I still have my mind set on,
Winning you back,
But I'll never get that now.
Nights spent at home,
Where I sat by the phone.
Yea, I watched and I waited,
And anticipated you call.


...But I guess I'll never get you back now,
no good excuse, no “why” or ”how”.
you ripped out my heart, and you won't let me have it back,
this time.


After all of the effort,
And how much I've been hurt,
I'd do it all again just to be w/ you now.
I guess that you need him,
Your love you believe in...
But all I can do is think of you again.


I guess I'll never get you back now,
no good excuse, no “why” or ”how”.
you ripped out my heart, and you won't let me have it back,
this time.


So I sit, and I stare,
Wondering what there is to do w/o you here,
By my side.
Oh girl, I miss you ,and want you in my life.