Turn Back To Me

My memories are still so bright but
I keep the curtains drawn
I've never been like this or am I just
Romanticizing a person that's gone

I can only take so much before I spill my guts
But I'm terrified of letting you see what I'm thinking
But you left before I could and if I could too, I would
Cause my mind's a frightening and lonely place I can't escape at night

You dropped yourself away
Time makes your dreams come true
I hoped that you would stay
Miles mean nothing to you
Turn back to me
It's all my fault and I know it
Turn back to me
It's all my fault and I know it

I know that I deserve to be alone
I wrote myself out of your story
And I know I made it seem like I never cared at all but I swear
I was always trying and like I [?]

And this was hard when you were still around (you were still around)
How am I meant to survive this now (survive this now)
I'm so disappointed in who I chose to be (who I chose to be)
I've been having nightmares that follow me until I fall asleep

You dropped yourself away
Time makes your dreams come true
I hoped that you would stay
Miles mean nothing to you
Turn back to me
It's all my fault and I know it
Turn back to me
It's all my fault and I know it

It's all my fault and I know it
It's all my fault and I know it
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It's all my fault and I know it
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It's all my fault and I know it
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It's all my fault and I know it
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It's all my fault and I know it