when'd you find me?

Thinking of you today almost had me right back at tears
Seems just a hint of your face was enough to bring back my fears
been putting you out like the trash that you are
with weekly pickup on wednesdays

then head home take a pill, fall asleep for a month, and wake up with a new face

goddamn these thoughts
and goddamn these people that remind me of you
and goddamn the heart attacks
every single one of them I wish you'd go through
I've been told it's good for me to cry but I can't
the thought doesn't register
I put power in you then try to take it away
but it proves too impossible