Too Proud To Try

My friend thinks I'm a fool cause I still believe you love me.
I can hear you thinking of me, see you watch me while I sleep.
I can see you watch me sleep.

I know that I confuse you- that is something that I'm used to - when my
Hands stay tied to the square pegs of my mind. I'm no saint. I'm no saint.

But I still mind you, in spite of hardship.
Oh, I wish I were blind or not as proud as to be trying...
But I still mind you, in spite of hardship.
Oh, I wish I were blind or not as proud as to be trying...
.. to show you how I can't care. Because I don't really, don't care about goodbyes. Goodbyes.