A Lost Soul

I SIT BACK AND THINK OFTEN
ABOUT WHY I`LL BE PUT IN MY COFFIN,
WHAT`S WORST? - A WALKING-TIME-BOMB
OR A DEAD MAN WALKING?/
WHAT`S LOVE? - IT SEEMS TOO HARD TO COMPREHEND,
GOT ME APPREHENSIVE ABOUT THE GAME OF LIFE -
WHETHER I`M CAPABLE TO CONQUER AND WIN/
WILL I BE ABLE TO WALK ON WATER AND CONQUER THE WIND,
WILL I BE ABLE TO SHOW EMOTION
ON THE OUTSIDE AND CONQUER WITHIN/
CAN I BE ONE WITH MYSELF -
ALL ON THE SAME LINE,
HAVE MY THOUGHTS IN CHECK -
CONSCIENCE NOT ARGUING AGAINST MY MIND/
HEART FLOWING OFF OF OXYGEN -
SPIRIT COOPERATING WITH MY SOUL,
NOT TO BE WARM IN THE PHYSICA L-
BUT MENTALLY STILL OUT IN THE COLD/
I`M A LOST SOUL