The Heaviest Cure

I need a moment to think it through
A reason I should even continue
I've grown tired of the sleepless nights
All I trade for an Impossible fight

How could I

Walk away from the only thing
I ever really wanted to be
And become
Nothing more than a lesson for those
who come after me

I'll make myself get up at eight
I'll borrow from talk shows
The news and the windows
It's not the remedy that carries the weight
but even if the heaviest cure never works how could I

You know it's straight from the heart
I'm going back to the start