Where Do You Draw The Line?

This is all I have
I gave you everything that I could be
You left me with just a memory
Of what we could be

Past decisions make you uneasy tonight
Am I just regret to you?
Will this mean anything in the end?
Will my name breathe down your neck?

Our hearts on fire, our hands like ice
We breathe hot lust on this January night
The beating in my chest
Is quickly keeping time

So we ran across rooftops without a sound
Burst through the back door
Your clothes fell to the ground
The crime scene was clean
Until we cut the caution tape

Past decisions make you uneasy tonight
Am I just regret to you?
Will this mean anything in the end?
Will my name breathe down your neck?

Liars, aren't we all?
Fake the trip and sell the fall
It's the only part we've ever practiced playing

Speak up now if you want to hear me
Fingers through my hair if you want to feel me
Whisper in my ear if you want to hear the end

And I don't know what makes me sicker,
Your head tucked in his shoulder or the unsettled liquor,
I'm a hypocrite, I know I am,
But my composure is slipping and I'm losing my head
Won't find the staircase, won't find the door,
Instead I'll find my hand inside another woman's clothes,
And my tongue instead of treason will just consummate my lies,
Tracing poison on her skin, I'll drive the knife into my own side

I won't sleep tonight
Instead I'll pass the time
Swallowing the fact that you make me feel
Fucking sick to my stomach

And I'd give anything to hear you scream my name
You mean everything to me
But all you'll do is close your eyes