Suffer In Silence

I know I've messed things up
by turning gold to stone
Because of my free will
I lied about it all the way
I need to forget
and make this tragic feeling go away
I never heard a word
A word of what you said
Too busy being selfish
I never learned the rules of life
It's time to confess
and look you in the eyes
I need you to forgive
and make this tragic feeling go away
I know I lost
Please let me suffer in silence
I've said enough
Please help me hide from the ghost
from my past
for a while