Crushed Out

I won't let you bother me
You'll never know what I am thinking
I won't get angry because
I cannot feel anything

My patience has been tried
Too many times beyond my counting
Now you yell at me
I cannot hear you anymore

I will take care of things
With all of what I am
I cannot guarantee
I'll do as well again

Ever since this started
Anger has become my mother
Super-ego has died
Because she has taken over

My body hums from inside
I don't know what I am doing
I must control my hands
So that you can continue breathing...