Again

When you went away for the first time that I remember
I was only eight, just a young boy filled with laughter
Everything you loved was inside a paper bag
My only wish was to dissolve inside that bottle
Maybe then you would have loved me too
You would have loved me too

It was Christmas Eve
Presents under the tree; they were all for me
And it was snowing inside your veins
You kept me locked inside that dreaded drywall cage
Cause she was over
It's a wonderful life

I guess it was the gifts that kept me coming back
Outweighed the attacks
Then I overheard you say you didn't want me over anymore
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But your words will always hurt worse
Nowadays I spend my time thinking how it could have been
And even after all of this part of me wishes you were still in my life
Can we begin again?

Can we begin again?
Can we begin again?
Again, again
Can we begin again?
Can we begin again?
Can we begin again?
Can we begin again?
Can we begin again?
Can we begin again?

This was all for you
I know I shouldn't but I felt I had to
This was all for you
I hope you take it, take it, take it, take it to your grave
This was all for you
I hope you like it and it always haunts you
This was all for you
And now I'm leaving it, leaving it and I hope it stings you too