Negate Me

You're the rush that runs through my veins
You're the high, sublime, so fine, without the pain.
You're the pinnacle I live for, with a strange restraint I'll ignore.
Help me please. I can't believe.
I don't know who I'll be when you leave.

You create me. And I plead
Don't desecrate me.
You relate me to what I feel
And you negate me when I conceal.

When I look, sometimes you hide.
Your capricious conspirings can show me what's inside
You're the craft that spouts from my hand.
You're my elusive enigma. I just can't understand.

Please show me the way
To make a great mess today.

You create me. And I plead
Don't desecrate me.
You relate me to what I feel
And you negate me when I conceal