Disappear

I travel through the clouds
in impending silence to the shore
the cold waters greet me
a liquid embrace consumes me
from my misery
I feel so numb and what I've become
and as the waves crash over me
I don't feel anything at all

I feel like I'm drowning in nothing real
apologetic words hold no meaning at this time
but I'll wait for you to find me
and guide my way home through this storm
but as the waves crash over me
I don't feel anything at all

as the end draws near
I feel all the pain slowly disappear
I feel so much regret, and cry for forgiveness
but I'm not coming back
I want one last chance to tell you how I feel
before I have to leave
but as the waves crash over me
I don't feel anything anymore