When I Failed

Decide everything for me
subject yourself to it
make believe it's only your fault
stifle my own
ambition
It's been so long since I failed
nothing alienates this
anything reminds me
relieving it only helps
suffer to make your own gains
It's been so long since I failed
and now my senses fail me
and still my training fails me
and now everything fails me
and still everyone fails me
and still the only thing I have fails me