De Dodenakker

when I reach your land.
will you be out there?
I buried the day in that field.
and grew my past there.
reach.
when I reach out my hand.
will you be near then?
buried myself in that field.
I hoped to find you there.
when I call out your name.
will you appear then?
or will it stay silent and will i die alone again?
I carried the void.
down deep in me.
reach.
when will I reach.
the new morning.
the new day.
and we will meet.
death.
the harvest of blood.
in our blood.
in our eyes.
give us.
a lamp before our feet.
a light before our eyes.
give us courage.
to live.
a life dead inside.
there is no end.
that we will not reach.