Ever After You

Rumbling in my mind
Is the thunder of you
Shaking me so deeply.
Are you my savior
Or my destruction?
The fragrance of jasmine you wear
Is too much for me.

Moments I am tears
In moments I'm laughter
Some days I'm feeling fine
But lonely ever after you

If I still used drugs
I'd inject you in my veins
I'd crash my car
Into the parking lot
Into the restaurant
Where we last ate.

You hate the color purple
You say it reminds you of death
Please, please, people
No photographs.

Moments I am tears
In moments I am laughter
Some days I'm feeling fine
But lonely ever after you.

Keep on dreaming
Keep on dreaming
Keep on dreaming
Keep on dreaming
Keep on dreaming
Keep on dreaming