Mixed Emotions

I'm not mad, but sometimes I don't get it. You would rather be with someone that would treat you like shit. Just stop thinking about it, just stop thinking about it. Sometimes it's easier to just think about the good times, but you will say something that cuts me back down to size. Is this not what you wanted, is this not what you wanted? It seems like to me you are trying to back out of all these mixed emotions. Good guys all the time, we have to try harder. Bad guys never try, but seem to go farther. Relationships shouldn't be hard. You fall in love, you fall in love or just break it off. Why does it feel like I have to try?