I Should End You

Why am I afraid to bring the inside out?
Capable of it all, I surrender it to doubt
I know you're killing me from inside out
I can't escape the fact
You know just how to keep me around

If we're a contradiction
Falling into the sun
I should end you
If we're a contradiction
Falling into the sun
I will save you

Why am I afraid to bring the inside out?
How can suffering be something I can't live without?
Call me a fool for locking myself in
I'm bleeding from this now,
From now until then
Saved from magnetic fields of differences
I can't escape the fact
You know just how to keep me around

You can take away the lies
Then you'll take away the pain
You can take away a life
If you can put up with the shame
Well, are you still alive?