Making Rent

Lights out...it's over. I'm sorry for the words I hid. Today was too short. Because I could listen to you talk forever. And in dreams you remind me of what it means. When friendship comes first, I should put myself aside for once. I am thinking that these self-consuming doubts are what pushed me far from where I could be if I was too realize that everything you said I shouldn't feel, I feel now. And everytime the wind brings you to mind. I try to make it stop. I wish the best for you. Friends to hold you through. Lonely star lit night. Songs that make you cry. It makes me happy knowing someday, someone's praying and he's thanking god for putting you into his life....like I did that night.